Friday, November 07, 2003

I don't want to compare myself with others. I don't want to feel all depressed and like a failure.

... but I do. Today I do.

I don't do enough and I don't do it right. I think I will go fix a cup of tea and forget all this.

Yes, I will tell what inspired this despondency. Not that you asked or wanted to know...

I read through some very successful websites that have beautiful gardens and gorgoues pictures taken by the women webmasters. Some of them have a fairly large family.

They tend to garden in West Coast gardens. I know my limitations. I know ... no, I don't really, and that depresses me.

Now, off for a bit of tea. And wow, I wish I had a pastry or something.....